meaning of the word "nerveous"

information about the day last week, okay i tough he is, he's tough I? do not know.
asked why the eyes can be just drawn to a person but of which there are dozens of people?
This was just the beginning ..
church services started okay, i to the shop to buy candy. glance up at the stalls therewho actually face I memorized.
I'm a little nervous, I looked down and saw my blue vans shoes, what is clean? Whatlooks neat? I saw another black pants and my red shirt. What is suitable? there is something wrong?
just caught a glimpse of it already made ​​nervous that I did not even imagine ..
I pay money for candy and began to leave the shop, too many female friends werethere, it's impossible for me to start talking to the girl.

I went back to church, every step I use to play my brain, what I believe today will find a moment?
too nervous so I could only see my vans running.
while joking with friends, the girl suddenly appeared with a face who I memorized.some distance away from where I sit, my decade rarely profitable, his nervousnessbegan to lose direction and go.
few hours later it was over I take my book with a friend, and suddenly she was walking toward the exit, brain and my heart screaming "come on! you introduce yourself to her! do not be a loser friend!"
"nervous" coming back toward me so that I could not walk and just look..
okay, maybe you guys can laugh at me now ..
but see! someday I'll beat the "nervous" and you will see me walking with her!