"do what I wanted to do during this"

a struggle not from the words of someone, but it comes from us.
stepped foot anywhere. hey, it's not an order from someone right? It commands your heart right?
Such is also the time I plan on waiting for "the girl" ..
just wanted to just get acquainted and ask for his phone number.
It really takes quite a bit, sweating, nervousness, and feelings of others as if eager to kill me that night, and made ​​everything destroyed.

but a friend kept saying as encouraging.
maybe I could say "hey, this is my struggle. not you, you dont know how it feels!"
I walked as if wanted to go home. yes, go home with no effort ..
but a friend of the "girl" called out my name and with the same drop me .. "ooh, that boy did not dare to meet .."
what the fuck! funny feeling crushed and mixed. as if there is at my ignorance.

I wait a few minutes and finally they arrived, nervous come again! stupid! stupid! why so afraid?
when I try to gate and once again the words of a friend "that girl" I was encouraged.
That's when my my foot step toward him and "do what I wanted to do during this"
and what about the rest of this story?
God only knows.