"study ajah"

katanya sih study tour, tapikan arti kata "tour" itu jalan2 dalam waktu yang lama. 2/3 hari.

tapi ini cuma 1 hari, pergi pagi pulang malem. bisa di bilang ini cuma "study ajah" gak pake "tour"

This is not a story just as if you know the end, you must strive to know the end of this!

pieces of february

the tears have dried this heart is broken

the clocks ran out left alone and sober

and the time stands still

as life just passes by

we'r breakin up, just makin friends

u put up a fight til this very end

oh i miss u alot

i guess u wont be staying :(

with all left aside and far behind me

i try to get this right

still i wonder why u left

i, cant understand it

sleep with the angels darlin

lay ur head to rest on a bed of clouds

sleep without a doubt

sleep with the angels darlin

let the stars above be ur bed-post-light

u are safe tonight

like a rainbow that has lost its colour

like a meadow full of dying flowers

like a broken ship sailing in a storm

here i sing tonite up on this rooftop

light a joint and choke hope for u to come down

from this stratosphere..... cuz i can only HOPE!

Apology

Never felt so insecure
Never felt so safe
Never had control of my self
'till you come into my life

I made lots of promises
and you getting tired
Just so you know all I wanted was you
Since you come into my life

Dont leave me I know you angry
You're "everything" to me


Dont leave me I know you angry
You're "everything" to me


Second turns in minutes
To the days I spent without you
All that I know it was you all along
Its where my heart is belong


I made lots of promises
and you getting tired
Just so you know all I wanted was you
Since you come into my life


Dont leave me I know you angry
You're "everything" to me


Dont leave me I know you angry
You're "everything" to me

falling apart

You're name is the Title

Don't You know You have a perfect smile?
Can I stay and my make my time all worth while
When You here You make my gloomy shine
Can We cuddle on my bed just for a while
# and please don't say no
and please don't let go
I'll show You how this may go
Until You say..
"I love You more"

#and please don't say no
and please don't let go
I'll show You how this may go
Until You say..
"I love You more"

dot dot dot idiot

If I did that one thing, that one tiny thing, I think my life would be completely different. I'm completely happy with my life as of now, but I still wonder how it would have been if I did do it........hhmmmmmmm.

The Night I Ruin Your Life

i hope
you're gonna start to choke
laughing at your bad jokes
all i can do is hope

and this feeling
hanging on the ceiling
its not just me youre seeing
but i'll be just fine

and im feeling fckd up
this town dont feel mine
so please please say anything
please please do something good
and i guess i wont see you tonight

remember tonight as the night that i ruin your life
so take those pills and die and swear as much as you like

i am a pirate
and you are my summer crime
this town cant keep anymore secret
yeah we'll get caught

and im feeling fckd up
this town dont feel mine
so please please say anything
please please do something good
and i guess i wont see you tonight

remember tonight as the night that i ruin your life
so take those pills and die and swear as much as you like

this is the night
where we say goodbye
and i will see you cry
and we'll make our demands
and our future plans
the days ahead are burning down in flames
burning down in flames
just like your eyes
just like your eyes

and im feeling fckd up
this town dont feel mine
so please please say anything
please please do something good
and i guess i will see you tonight.. not

remember tonight as the night that i ruin your life
so take those pills and die and swear as much as you like

play an exciting time

when I go back to the time. I see you smile.
with all of your beauty.
remove all of the beautiful in this world.
but that's all before you go and disappear, memories slashed, burned all the stories.
and you know it hurt me, hurt me, can not sleep, time to kill me slowly

reff.
and I cried as if this world will be destroyed, and you are first destroyed. The first destroyed.
when I re-remember what you've scratched, spend my time, spend my expectations.

Hunters kill deer with his rifle. but You just kill me with your "words"

the world is never good enough for you and im dying not to see you

a glory without the victory

sometimes love can make you feel as if he could stop time, that's what I felt before.
when feeling excited and did not want to miss any of his gestures. but why when the road has been open I feel as if disoriented, not knowing where to go.
a little stupid when writing this, and tried to think hard to step back. whether it should return to the same street or even to return to the road before all this happened?
confused, feeling stupid, and like a waste of opportunity.
I talked to my friend "I'm not like that girl again, for some reason?"
but my friend seemed to rule my "hey, what kind of stupid thinking that? you're trying to do it, why give up?" I like quiet ..
"bitch! asshole! bastard fool the odd mistake makes me lose direction. but not like this feeling can not be lied to again. I do not like it.
let's forget and let's pretend that all is not happening "
- me - this end of story of "all is well"